Grow the hell up

URGH!

I'm SICK AND TIRED OF IT! IF YOU WANT TO BE A WHINEY BABY ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE IS SO HARD THEN GROW THE FUCK UP! NO ONE IS MAKING YOU STAY HERE! MOM DIDN'T MAKE YOU GET A TICKET, YOU GOT IT YOURSELF YOU FUCKING RETARD!

IF YOU HAD YOUR WAY YOU'D NEVER COME HOME. GREAT! THEN DON'T! FUCKING MOVE OUT ALREADY! IF IT'LL MAKE YOU HAPPY THAT WAY THEN JUST GET THE FUCK OUT! I BET YOU YOUR SORRY ASS THAT YOU ARE JUST A FUCKING PRICK WHO THINKS JUST BECAUSE HE HAS A CAR THAT HE CAN DO WHAT EVER THE FUCK HE WANTS! GUESS WHAT! YOU CAN'T! YOU STILL HAVE TO FOLLOW SOME FUCKING RULES!

AND IT'S NOT BECAUSE I'M A PRUDE! SOCIETY DOESN'T ACCEPT A 20 YEAR OLD MALE TO STAY AT A 16 YEAR OLD GIRL'S HOUSE WITH 2 OTHER 16 YEAR OLD GIRLS HOUSE WITHOUT PARENTS....ALONE! ESPECIALLY ALL NIGHT! I DON'T CARE IF YOU'VE FALLEN ASLEEP. SHE SHOULD HAVE WOKEN YOUR FUCKING ASS UP AND BOOTED YOU OUT!

YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS SO HARD. I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW EASY YOUR LIFE IS.

If you want to know what happened here's the story.

So it turns about 1:30... Aaron is still not home. My mom gets a phone call or calls aaron, which ever. My mom was like "its almost 2am.. you need to get home. You SAID you'd be home early." and aaron said that he fell asleep at Chelsea's house.
My mom told him she wanted him home BY 3AM.. not 4AM or 9 or 10AM. THREE AM!

Aaron comes home throws a piece of paper at me and says "Because mom was in such a rush for me to get home I got a ticket"
he got home at 3AM..


He talked to my mom around 1:45 AM..

A RUSH??? an hour and fifteen minutes?
And Chelsea lives about 20 minutes away?
He still had 55 minutes...

And then my mom comes out and was like "i thought you said you were coming home early" and he was like "yeah. i did. I came home before church on Sunday."

THAT'S NOT EARLY..

and then he said "if i had my way I'd never come home." then pack up your shit and move out you lil' fucker.

i don't mind living at home. I don't have to pay rent, or pay for my food. I don't have to worry about anything but how am i going to pay my own bills and gas for the car and insurance. I worry about school and work. that's it.

Yes, I have it REALLY nice. I'm lucky, i know that. and he is too..

He doesn't even have a fucking job.

and i yell at him "what the fuck gives you the right to do whatever the fuck you want?"

and he replies with "I bought my own car."

Yeah... with the STATE'S MONEY. How are you going to pay insurance, or pay for gas?

You can't. And then you want to buy yourself a 100$ JUMP DRIVE?

He left thanksgiving dinner earlier because he rather be with his friends.


Right now I could care less about him.. this shit has been going on way too long. He is good as dead to me. And I don't give a shit about him anymore. I know that's harsh to say, but right now it's true. He can fucking move out. He can disappear from me. I don't care. I'm tired of him getting away with shit just because he can do it.

He says our parents are horrible sucky parents.... if they are so bad, then why would I be what I am today.

He needs a reality check.. If he dies, I'll laugh. IDC how harsh that sounds. I'm pissed.. I'll probably take it back.... but for now, he could die and i'd just say he deserved it.

All i want for my birthday is to NOT see aaron... AT all. Just a glimpse of him would ruin my day..

I don't know if anyone could tell but I'm more pissed off than I have ever been before. I swear i can see red.


I love you all alot. If i snap today (sat) or sun its not you. I'm just pissed at aaron.

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