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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Lately I have been feeling differently about things than I have a year ago. I find myself giving up. I don't know on what, but I feel like there is something that I'm losing that I just cannot control.

I know that a year ago I'd be trying sooo hard to keep a hold of it. But right now I just can't. I need a break.

I wonder who would miss me if anything ever really happened. I really think no one would. Maybe I'm just in a melodramatic mood.

People have been giving up on me lately, and I know that they have.

I'm in a river and I'm tired of fighting against the current to get to shore. I'm tired of keeping my head above the water. I am just going to let the river over take me and swallow me whole.

Whatever. Not like it matters.